I’m just looking back and fuck, idk what I was thinking. It took me a while, I guess I didn’t want to believe it. Everything you said makes sense. I know we both agreed that we would just be friends. We probably hung out too much. Time passed. We became better friends. Idk, I haven’t had a lot friends that are girls, especially were we would hang out almost everyday. This was all new to me. I started to like you and I can’t help that it happened. I know you didn’t make moves or ever show signs. But we just got comfortable with each other, and I took it the wrong way. I’m a fucking nerd, you’re a cute girl. That friend barrier slipped my mind and I caught feelings. And idk, I just had the audacity to think maybe you liked me too, even just a little. I got jealous for no reason. I got mad. I made stupid decisions, and I took it out on you for no reason and I’m sorry and now I look back at it and I feel like an idiot. I’m ashamed, I’m embarrassed. All you ever needed was for me to be there as one of your best friends, and I wasn’t. And I never knew you how you really felt until now. Honestly I didn’t know.. And I wish I knew sooner. The feelings I had for you will be gone. Shit, tbh, I feel like they are gone. I know it’s hard to believe me. Yea I think you’re attractive and I always will. I’ll compliment you and cheer you up if needed. I guess I thought maybe it would be more than friends one day. Lol I know my crazy thoughts. But I’m ready to move on. There’s nothing else we can do. Of course I want to be your friend, I miss hanging out. Maybe we won’t hang out as much but I hope it’s still often. Like I’ll always be here for you.